A 'not in this lifetime' list (conversely wishlist for the next one):
No one to hate
Another chance to be young
A pleasant place to call my own
A little less naivety
A lot more luck
Smaller nights
A warm breath on my eyelids
A familiar smell
A little something called hope
Some wisdom
A little less emptiness
No reason to cry
An easy way to die
A kiss
A true smile maybe
Some one to love
A touch perhaps
A way to escape the life
A road that goes off the cliff
No fear of the abyss within
A reason to live
A calling to fill the void
No need for pretences
A way to say what ails this heart
A little less anger to bear
No would have been's to think of
Someone to listen to
A second chance maybe
A happy place to run to
A God who would listen
A little peace maybe